Promise for the day:
My God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:19

That you love one another, as I have loved you.

What I learnt in Sunday School today:
"Joy comes not as a result of our circumstances, but from our inner confidence that God is in control"
:')

The recent spate of events got me thinking a lot about life,
and for some of you who are closer to me might better be able to identify what I'm talking about.
And for the longest time I could remember,
I've actually had sleepless nights the past couple of nights.

Once again I'm reminded of how the things of these earth will all come to past,
and all the troubles that happen and things that hurt only does one thing and that is bringing me closer to God.
And through it all,
I guess I just want to be a better person, a better Christian.

On another note,
there are things that have been good.

On Friday, I had dinner with Grace, followed by bible study at night and supper with Jacob.

On Saturday, there was farewell dinner followed by bowling and supper with the small group.
I really love God's People so much,
they have blessed me so much.

Started the day with breakfast with the Brother at Forty Hands.
The coffee is pretty super good,
I had an Egg's Benedict too.

Helped out at Children's Ministry after because Yiling and I decided on serving there.
The amount of things they learn in Sunday School these days are amazing.
Kids these days are so brilliant.

Caught Cabin in the Woods with Yiling, Glenn and Nathanael after.
I cannot help but exclaimed how it is the lamest movie ever,
I really don't like it.
It's so nonsense.

Dinner with the Brother at Two Chefs and ice-cream at Daily Scoop after,
I love my oldest brother like damn super a lot.
He's always so nice to me.
:')

Met the best lepak buddy for some pretty good heart talk session to end the day.
An evaluation of my life the past few months is a reminder of how God has been so evident and real in my life the past semester,
I've been too blessed.
(:

If I want to travel, I need to start finding a job right now.

Ahhh cheap airfares to Phuket today,
who wants to go with me?!

I'd like to believe that I'm a damn bad friend.
Sighhhh.

It's been a relatively good holiday so far.

Spent the day with the sister.
Lunch followed by helping her out at Cheri Hearts cos she teaches there.
(The kids are so adorbs I wanna kidnap one of them home)
Got our nails done after and a little window shopping because I spent 200$ plus the day before shopping.
Had Bak Kut Teh for supper with Yiling and Yaanmeng,
and heart talks after with Yiling.

Love my Sunday best,
what would I ever do without you?
:')

Anyway, it's funny how I get out of bed so effortlessly during the holidays despite sleeping at insane hours the night before.
And can somebody recommend me a job that pays well because I feel really really broke.

That I've gotten round to the idea that money doesn't grow under the pillow,
I spent the entire night counting my angpow collection since 2005.

Not funny at all counting close to 400 notes with denominations ranging from $2-$100.
All the reasons why I'm convinced that being a banker is not the job for me next time.

Things to do before May:

1. Pack my room - Checked

2. Clear of all my sem two notes

3. Plan my finance budget for summer - Checked

4. Get ready for summer!!!

On another note,

I had wonderful a today because I went shopping!!

And met up with Salad and Glenn.

(:

Post exams sure feels weird without you Salad 

):

We used to have so many things lined up but now I don't even know what I'm doing.

There's no caps, baking, bridge, photography outing, no random nonsense we always plan while studying to look forward to.

Sigh.. signs of growing old.

Feels too good waking up anytime I deem fit with nothing to worry about. 
I almost forgot when's the last time I did this (':
To make things better, the weather is PERFECT.


Back to pre-university life.
(Y)

School's OUT.

 Summer is really here,
and all of a sudden it feels as though I've got nothing better to do.

PLEASE let this summer be good.
Time to catch up with friends,
and do everything that I've been wanting to do.

 First on the list: Repair BB.

PS. I'm back on Facebook people,
if it wasn't already noticeable from the sudden increase in your photo count once again.

Blogger has this really weird layout that I'm not familiar with at all.

AIM TO FINISH ECONOMIC TORTS TONIGHT BEFORE SLEEPING, LET'S GO AILEEN.

I really really want to watch The Lucky One right now.
Monday please come the fastest you can.

Should have never drunk that coffee this morning,
make me damn irritated only.
Ugh.

As I pour out my heart these things I remember,
You are faithful, God, forever.

Never ever forget this.

I almost forgot what's it like to have faith of a child.

Not the best time to feel so small,
)':

Urgh will I ever not feel so pathetic in school?
):

The Blackberry crashed.

Now I'm extremely uncontactable.
But it's just as well.

A few more days to study and all these would be over.

I figured it out,
I miss my old friends very much.
):

I was going to blog when I realized I really don't know what to blog about.

That my days have been going fine studying?

Or that maybe I'm stressed?

Or that I don't know what to feel?

Or that maybe there's no time to feel and only time to study?

I really don't know what I'm feeling,

so I thought it was best if I just didn't said anything.

But even emptiness deserves to be heard.

I hate days when I feel empty like these.

I guess I just really want Finals to be over.

):

Two more weeks to summer.

Meet Grace.

My best in Law school.
<3

It must've have been grace that we were both put in the same camp group and were both damn slack together.

From all those Skype nights and you sneaking shots of me in my teddy PJs til random supper nights out where I almost killed you multiple times with my terrible driving skills til heart talks in the car about anything and everything til you always being here for and believing in me,

I thank God so much for you.

WE SURVIVED YEAR 1 TOGETHER AND WE WILL SURVIVE THE 3 YEARS TO COME.

Anyway if you ever stumble upon this Grace,
I think you looked really pretty and happy here.
(':
Loveyou.

I'm so tired of everything.

)':

Please find the strength within me to carry on.

In other news,

Ten days to Finals.

No shitteeeeeee.

Promise to self that tonight is the last night out because I've been playing far too much.
)':
No more making dates except for study dates.

Oh no, there's still Chermaine's birthday lunch tomorrow, Glenn's parade this Saturday and Wanting's birthday next.
Sometimes, I wish I was as disciplined as I used to be.

But I had much fun with my Sunday Best Ys, tonight.

Only my dear rich friends would drive two big big cars out for supper, only eat tempura and no other prawns, and not use the hawker centre toilets.

Love them very much.

<3

SCHOOL'S OUT.

I just keep wanting to sleep and sleep,
I really should be studying.

Utter lack of self discipline.
):

I'm feeling a little down today,

but I've got no legitimate reasons to feel so.

You took the fall and thought of me,

Above All.

I'm so disappointed with myself because I played and slept my entire weekend away.

When will I ever have guiltless fun?

Last week of Year 1,

school past by too fast this semester.

WOW.